My mission today included finding a bathing suit. Ugh. Sigh. I thought back to relaxing on the beach last weekend where bodies of all sizes, sporting bathing suits of all styles, confidently sunbathing, walking, playing in the surf inspired me. Why do I body shame myself so easily, yet only notice the positive attributes of others? It’s a little silly to think others even notice or care about my size, my skin, my anything! So… my eyes found the brightest yellow suit ever. It’s a lil extra truthfully 
It’s cute but still very conservative because I’m still a lil “extra” as well 
so, while it’s not easy for me, I’ll be at the beach, in the pool, living and making memories in my bright yellow suit.
Bonus win… I challenged myself to run my errands without my GPS… only one miss requiring a quick U-Turn. I celebrated this success with a Stroop Waffle McFlurry… Might have been feeding my mixed emotions after the bathing suit search, which illustrates my ongoing problem
